For one who sees Me everywhere and sees everything in Me, I am never lost, nor is he ever lost to Me ~ Bhagavad Gita

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If there is anything in this universe that cannot be defined, it is love. If you can describe love, then it is far from the truth. You give flowers, you hug, you prostrate, you offer but still something remains unexpressed.

Once Rama asked Hanuman: 'Tell me how much you love me?’ Hanuman said, “My Lord, I cannot express my love for you, you want to see? I will tear open my heart and show you”.

Even if for your whole life you try to express how deep your love is, you cannot express it fully. You can only find a little expression, just a glimpse of it.

There are three types of love: satvik, rajsik and tamsik. Satvik love is that which does not expect anything in return. Rajsik love is the love combined with feverishness and a desire to get something back. Tamsik love is just to destroy things. But Divine love is free from all these three.

Worldly love can be like an ocean, yet even an ocean has a bottom. Divine love is like the sky which is limitless, infinite. From the bottom of the ocean, soar into the vast sky. When you love somebody, what do you love in them? Do you love their qualities, attributes or the person?

Often love diminishes. A child loves its mother and as the child gets older, the love for the mother recedes as the focus is now on friends, then spouse and then children. Divine love, however, grows every moment…
You can never be bored being with a wise person, a saint. Every day you spend, you feel the depth is getting even more. Every moment you spend with a saint you feel the relationship is growing deeper and deeper. This kind of love never breaks down; it never diminishes. Divine love is so refined and so subtle, it cannot be expressed; it can only be experienced.

Mysteries cannot be understood; they cannot be explained, but can be lived. ‘Sukshmataram Anubhavarupam’, it's a form of experience. You can live it, you can be it, you can shed tears of gratitude, but you cannot express it. You cannot fully share it with anyone.

This love is so unconditional; it does not depend on the behaviour of the other person. It does not depend on the attributes of the other person. Does not depend upon what they do to you and what they don't do to you. You are in love because you can't be but in love. You have no choice as it is your very nature. Like the sun has no other choice than just shine. The sun is anyway shining beyond the clouds. Nothing can stop the sun from shining. Even when an eclipse happens, those shadows are so far away from the sun. It does not touch the sun. Similarly, all the seeming disturbances in love, in your life, do not take away your nature, which is pure love, unconditional love.

The ability to receive genuine love comes with the ability to give love. That’s why often you do not know how to respond when someone shows a lot of love. The more you are centred and know by experience that you are love, the more you feel at home with any amount of love expressed in any manner. Deep inside, you know that love is not an emotion; it is your very existence.

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Difficult to distinguish between love and attraction,attraction has same pain and feel of love during its tenure.

Love and Affection of family and friends proves our existence.

After all meeting is a prelude to depart.

Memorable Pongal 2011

This Pongal was a complete package for me ,Starting from Amma prepared many dishes to eat ,upon that "Kosari Kosari vaddinchadam",lot of favorite old dishes as well newly worked out recipes.Really experienced the stomach burst lekapothe chavagoduthundi :)

Unexpectedly met school friend after many years reminded about my naughty school life,met my favorite teacher he used to call me darling and their presence made me feel proud and and and running short of words.

Met relatives, went to granny house in Medak but missed the sight of my favorite garden where I used to spend most of my free time in gardening and enjoying their company that was(is) my favorite spot .

Went on long rides a family outing, experienced the perfect blend of Ashram where leaves are dancing to the silent breeze of wind ,it was pleasant which elevates mind with the motivational quotes around and we had wonderful delicious snacks under the tree which was awesome

Prepared Sweet got appreciations tooooooo

Mainly away from the internet,computer mechanical life huhhhhhhhhh
Most memorable pongal

My First Onsite Trip

This is about my first onsite,I was keep on saying no for any onsite oppurtunity,the reason behind is the we have only clients from African and few of middle east countries and they have different traditions mostly islam domination,so many restrictions so on.
When I was asked for Iran i said no because there are few restrictions imposed on girls dressing,if it is permitted for the country citizens that is fine but even outsiders has to follow that....

Again I was offered to Sudan,this time I was not left with any chance,even after saying some cock and bull stories.
I thought like my fate is sealed.I was with full of negative thoughts and the kind of inputs I got about the country are tough,daily few of my colleagues used to make fun of me like next day "Nalini ka picture ayega local newspaper me ".
I told strongly to my manager ,I cannot make a move because I do no how safe the place will be,then he assured me its a good place and talked to few of my colleagues who already been there they told its good,no problem etc,
I called my home told about this trip,to my disappointment every one was happy and excited except me.My father is encouraging me by saying good oppurtunity make use of it, etc etc.,So I decided to go for my father sake,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Moreover this is my first onsite,I do not know anything,I was nervous,nobody was with me to help out ,arranging, buying, packing and how much luggage to carry,what is the weight,if the weight exceeds threshold.. so many things used to bug me, these are very small things to do,but I was very much pressurized under negative control.In this state obviously things will be weird and difficult to manage.
Finally managed everything did everything alone........though it was the first time,I did in a perfect way,with proper timing.

Something is bugging me inside,I dono the reason,I used to be silent,dull some one else was there other than me...then One day I bursted out at my mother saying like I dono ma wat is happening to me,I'm not like earlier with great enthu........she consoled me saying like u were disappointed and having fear about things,leave everything meditate for sometime and she also said that I can do everything,she has lot of confidence on me.After that I was very fresh and as usual. I managed everything....

The day has arrived I have to leave India.........NO one with me to give send off,because the dates are tentative my parents could not accompany me.That is the day of  life I crossed India,stepped in to the different world other than mine............

Went to Airport early in the morning,I was there before 4 hours(3 hours is enough,konchem over enthu le edo telusukovalani :)) I wanna familiarize with surroundings and observe things.
One of my colleague also accompanying me, we both went to check in the luggage then to the immigration counter crossed all the levels as if we are winning the different levels of the battle.

I didn't had anything in morning so planned to have a tea,We went to the cafe there and asked for tea,To our  excitement Tea cost was Rs.70,we are shocked but decided to taste,it was worst Tea I ever had,compared to that my PG Tea was good ;).Me and my colleague cursed them like anything.Time has come we have to board the flight,I was expecting like as in movies  we will go to runway and ascend the steps to get into the flight but it was different we went through enclosed tunnel kind thing and we are into the flight, there we passed  to the Economy class crossing business class,business was too good,Economy was conjusted no proper leg space,I felt normal Volvo bus is far better than this.In flight also people encroached our luggage cabin (Perfect Indians,Kerchief style in buses :) )and we are thinking where to keep the hand luggage,then I told my colleague to remove that luggage, immediately the owner stood up and adjusted the luggage,I thought even in flight also they are doing this.Bad luck we didn't get the window seat,Started 1 2 3 ............... its movingggggg           flight was taking off hurray............After sometime I felt uneasy I didn't feel like eating anything except water and some juice.

We landed in the Dubai Airport,It was the big one,with so many terminals and Duty free shops so on so on...from Dubai we have connecting flight to Khartoum city,as we are into the second flight it was less occupied but after five minutes there was a huge crowd I thought is this airbus or RTC bus,guess what all of them are chinese I don't have any opinion as of that day,It was just like fishy market making noise and not listening to the crew members the person who is sitting next to me has eaten some gutkha I guess ,I was irritated am very sensible to those kind of smells everything was a big mess ching chung chu some noise,smell my GOD was praying to get out of these as soon as possible,but among those I saw a handsome chinese guy ;).

The whole day I was seeing plastic smiles, guess crew members,I dont know how many lipsticks they use for one time,I dont think they are applying lipstick to lips they are dipping their lips in that gel.When we are alighting there happend a funny thing one chinese guy is sleeping like anything hostess is trying to wake him up,he said ha ha and again sleeping it was very funny...;)Finally we reached Khartoum ;).This is the time for me to keep a plastic smile,one lady in Khartoum suggested us to be smiling during the immigration check for smooth completion,I went to immigration counter the people they talked something in Arabic and laughing themselves.Anywayz checking has done.

The City is completely different,its a country capital looks like tier 2 city in our country.I started observing about the lifestyle of people and culture costumes.

There are very friendly down to earth,hard to find people like them here.dressing style is completely different.Young girls wear long skirts and the married woman sarees(they just roll the saree around),No one can beat Indians in the traditional Saree get up.

Food ha they only eat Non veg (bf,lunch,dinner)......................

Visited Nile felt proud like Visited the longest river in the world(Studied in social in school).

Fortunately there is one shopping mall there we used to play snookers and bowling...

Found out few Indian and pakistani restaurants like Little India,Papa coasta etc.

It was good and safest trip...........

Everyone dreams for US,UK etc., I got the different oppurtunity, experiencing everything in life makes life more meaningful, after all,all are human beings.


"Until you spread your wings,you will have no idea of how far can you fly".

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అలా అని అందరితో అలక ప్రదర్శించరు ,అలక తీర్చి లాలించి ప్రేమ తో బుజ్జగించే వారితోనే.

ఎదురు చుద్దామా..................

నిజంగా ఇష్టమైన వాళ్ల కోసం ఎదురు చూడడం లో,ఎంతో ఆనందం ఉంటుంది,ఉహు !!!! ఆనందం ఒక్కటే కాదు,అన్ని కల గలిపి ,మన ఉగాది పచ్చడి లాగా ,కొంచెం కోపం ,కొంచెం చిరాకు ,కొంచెం ఆందోళన ఆలస్యం అయ్యే కొద్ది ఏమైందో అని ఏదైనా చెడు జరిగిందో ఏమో అని ఆ సమయం లో ఎక్కడ లేని ప్రకంపనలు మెదడు లో ఉంటాయి...............
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